Thursday, February 8
1 day before olevel results - Thursday, February 08, 2007
this is the second time i'm having such a feeling. this feeling of anxiety, uncertainity & some sort of excitement. yes, i have realised that now is too late to have any regrets or look back so i am really really trying my best to block out all the negative thoughts. sad to say, it's really NOT working.speaking of work, i'm jobless & happy now.
which leads to the happiness part... i'm into the 2nd stage of putting on my braces. next thur, we're finally putting in the whole package. now it's just, as many of those who have had braces previously, having 4 of those metal 'crowns' on my molars now. the pretty doctor gave me these disgusting wax stuff to put on e sharp ends of the braces. well, after how she had to pry my mouth open, i don't really think she's that pretty anymore. =P ok, but considering i didnt need to pull out any teeth in the end, i didnt really feel much pain, tho i shouldnt really speak so soon since it aint exactly OVER yet. now, i just dont wanna talk much & i'll be living off porridge for a while =( the price you pay for beauty.
design school. i have changed my sights on where i wanna go to, & well, kinda sux to know that many others wanna get in there too. i hope to get everything for my port folio from mr juraimy tmr. cos.. ok lemme put it this way. if i have it, i'm good. if i dont, i'm screwed. but still, i wanna come back with good news.
i went for my first RCIA session the other day. ok, sunday the 4th to be more exact. i went there, excited yet nervous & keeping in mind about what remus said about 'olps is a loving community, u'll be fine.' so i took that major step alone(meiyee my sponsor went overseas) & well, that step turned out pretty fine. the church choir did a great job livening up the mood & meeting jon eu & seeing freda made me realise that i have come quite a long way to where i am now. halfway thru i did realise that this is what i wanted to commit myself to, for life.
session ended pretty much on time, & i made a new friend that day. she was alone too, & we just kept each other company. i'm so thankful i have meiyee as my sponsor btw. x) & i received a blessed cross necklace soon after i got down from the verbist hall. i feel so thankful & blessed to have such loved ones do the sweetest & heartwarming stuff for me. =')
christie left again for oz land last tue. shucks.
& v day's coming again. & chinese new year. then .. school starts. but that's a long way more to go.
oh & i cut my hair again. 3 inches off, & no one really notices much of a difference. sooooo, its just me that was going hysterical huh?
tc peeps. & good luck to everyone.
ps. to e pple who have been tagging my blog with bleach spoilers.. .. -takes out bankai & charges forward-